Where are you Christmas
Why can't I find you
Why have you gone away
Where is the laughter You used to bring me
Why can't I hear music play
My world is changing I'm rearranging
Does that mean Christmas changes too
Where are you Christmas
Do you remember The one you used to know
I'm not the same one See what the time's done
Is that why you have let me go
Christmas is here Everywhere, oh Christmas is here If you care, oh
If there is love in your heart and your mind
You will feel like Christmas all the time
I feel you Christmas
I know I've found you
You never fade away
The joy of Christmas
Stays here inside us
Fills each and every heart with love
Where are you Christmas
Fill your heart with love
I think part of the reason I have found myself singing this song so much over the past few days is because I have realized that Christmas isn't what it once was for me - don't get me wrong I still love it but I use to love it so much more. And I think a big part of the reason I am going back and forth as to whether I am excited about Christmas this year is because my family on both sides are so incredibly tense and it has been such a drama filled month that it has taken it's toll on everyone. When I am with my friends I am extremely excited and filled with the Christmas spirit and I am trying really hard to be the same way around my family it's just hard when they are all so tense - I hope they aren't my Grinch who steals Christmas. I am honestly excited to see my family and spend time with them over the holidays. I just hope and pray that everyone can find Christmas in time for Christmas.

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