Homesick

So I realized today that I am homesick, except for the only problem is that I am home so I don't know how I can be homesick but that is exactly what I am. It took me a few days to realize what funk I was in, but I finally figured it out today. I haven't been homesick since 2005 when I lived in Asia right after college and where I knew no one and they all spoken a different language from me, so that was a good cause for homesickness. Somehow in the past two weeks I have managed to become homesick - I think it has to do with the fact that I actually don't have a home right now while I am living at home with my dad and stepmom it isn't my home and I know that sounds super silly but I just want my stuff and I want to be able to live my life. Even though I am trying really hard, and I think I am doing a good job of it, to continue to live my life that I had before I had to move North of 635 it is just hard because I feel like so many people have forgotten about me. Once again I know this also sounds really silly because I still see my friends just not on the same regular basis because I am so far away so I don't get the little lets hang out phone calls anymore. I feel as if the past two weeks I have lived my life but in reality I have just watched someone else live my life for me. I think the final factor that caused me to be homesick was being home in Wichita Falls with my family for Easter, and just getting to live my life and not being so removed from everything like I have been here in Dallas lately. I hate it that I am homesick because I don't know what to do about it or how to make it go away since I am home. I guess in the mean time I am still going to continue to live my life as I always have and hopefully I will just snap out of it. Especially since I have no clue when I will have a place to call my home again, which just almost brings me to tears.

I am up for any and all suggestions on how to make this homesickness go away - even if it seems silly I will try it because let's be honest the fact that I am homesick and yet I am home is a little silly to begin with.